a heart's cost

A heart's cost is nothing until you broke someone's.
Well,
In this world you have to pay something for everything you have , a cost is set for everything doesn't matter it is the stuff you use or the people you love or you like to  play with them .
The thing is ,it is not necessary that you have to pay money for that stuff or for those people with whome  you like to play.but that doesn't mean they are free for you or you don't have to pay something after you ruined them.One day you have to pay the cost for their loss and money will not help you .
For example, when we were young we had broken many toys and for this our parents were scold us and sometimes even beat us and sometime they punish us in some other ways but at the end we had to pay something for our mistakes.
So,
A heart's cost is nothing . It's unpayable . In the whole world there is nothing precious which can buy someone's heart.if you want to get someone's heart you have to earn it , you have to win on their emotion . You have to gain their trust. This is the only way to get someone's heart.and mony will not help you in this .
But when you broke it , when you betray with that person who loves you so much .
Then you have to pay for it a huge cost .because you broke their heart is not the only thing   also you ruined their life for a long time period .
A heart's cost is nothing until you broke someone's.
Well,
In this world you have to pay something for everything you have , a cost is set for everything doesn't matter it is the stuff you use or the people you love or you like to  play with them .
The thing is ,it is not necessary that you have to pay money for that stuff or for those people with whome  you like to play.but that doesn't mean they are free for you or you don't have to pay something after you ruined them.One day you have to pay the cost for their loss and money will not help you .
For example, when we were young we had broken many toys and for this our parents were scold us and sometimes even beat us and sometime they punish us in some other ways but at the end we had to pay something for our mistakes.
So,
A heart's cost is nothing . It's unpayable . In the whole world there is nothing precious which can buy someone's heart.if you want to get someone's heart you have to earn it , you have to win on their emotion . You have to gain their trust. This is the only way to get someone's heart.and money will not help you in this .
But when you broke it , when you betray with that person who loves you so much .
Then you have to pay for it a huge cost .because you broke their heart is not the only thing   also you ruined their life for a long time period .
You played with their feelings and when you are done with your stuff .you betrayed them. You left them alone in midway with lot of darkness.and what you think it's easy to come out from darkness where you left them alone .
No  it's not easy .it takes more than 6 months for knowing them that where are they .
So if you think that you broke someone's heart and you don't need to pay something in their loss then you are wrong .because nothing is free in this world . You have to something for everything you have or you lost .
When you broke someone's heart then you have to pay for it .
Well , i don't want anything in return or in revenge . But you have to pay.
So i leave it on karma and according to karma guilt is right price for it .
According to karma you have to live your whole life with guilt until you fix it.
And noone knows how to fix it.
So for rest of your life you have to live with guilt for what you have done .
You can't  even tell anyone about it that what is running inside you .
You want to share this situation with your friends but you can't tell them because you dont want to ruin your image in their eyes .and if you think that you can tell them so what will you tell them , you betrayed someones , you loved someone and when you are done with your stuff then you broke their heart.
So you want to share but you will not , and at the end you will cry alone for what you have done in past .
But there is one good thing with it that is you will never feel alone in your life because your guilt will be there with you everytime .
You will always pretend that you are happy and enjoying your life but deep down in your heart you will feel that there is something and when you try to see what is it .you will find your guilt is their.
And one more thing karma never leave someone for what they have done in their past .
So ,
This is the exact price for someone's heart when you broke it "the guilt".
So ,
Be happy for rest your life
And keep Pretending  that you are happy and you are enjoying your life .
Your guilt is right behind you .

                                                                    - Harshit saxena