what i had and what i have

What i had 

And now 

what i have  ???

Before some time 

I had  precious smile on my face 

Now i have same smile to hide my pains

Before some time 

I thought i had a perfect soul mate

But now 

My soul is totally broken by that mate

Before some time 

I thought i am the person who has all the happiness

But now i dont remember the meaning of that.

Before some time 

I had the best moment of my life which put a smile on my face 

But now that moments become memory and left lot of pain

Before some time

 i have a person i dont want to loose

Now 

Only thing i want to bring her back.

Harshit saxena